cosmos conspires

I laugh i play all day long

to hide the signs of solitude

But for oft when on my bed i recline

I get in touch with that pensive mood

I wonder why God does this with me

when i am innocous to every1 else

wondering what all i could have achieved but missed

just coz luck never rang my doorbells,

It appears to me that no1 likes me

even my "friends" dont  ever care

Apparently teaming with those opposing me

thy omnipotent almighty is also there